Day To Day Thinking

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Train delays. You’ve been annoying.

TfL have been awful this week and the funny thing is, we can’t doing anything about it. We just have to accept that we will be late for work but i can always see the stress in everyone’s faces. Everyone who was on my tube is most likely to be late as-well, so technically we are never alone. I’m so happy I had 9 hours sleep some nights, also my body is dying from head to toe from the amazing routines I’ve learnt for the show this week. I always know when I can’t sit on the toilet seat with out holding on to something that i have worked hard. It’s been an intense week for me with rehearsals, I’ve been wearing my sports wear all week! Yesterday my anxiety was really high and when it is i always want to blame it on the contraceptive pill; that plays with our hormones; because we shouldn’t really be putting that into our bodies but we all do anyway, Ha! It’s so not good for our hormones (slight breakdown). I realised i just needed more food and more rest because my body needed fuel to keep me strong whilst working out more than it’s used to. So always remember that when you get emotional make sure you eat a massive meal, have some tea and sleep!!!! Please beauty queens, before you have a BREAKDOWN. Diva in the house.

I hate when i stress about little things in advance before the event has even happened or trying to work out a situation that isn’t even there. Why am i making up the worst scenario/Hollywood movie in my head, when nothing has even happened yet. I’m always planning on the worst stuff to happen. Why do i care so much, when nothing has even happened? I seem we all can tend to just make up situations in our head when that wasn’t exactly what happened, we over analyse every step and moment! I need to just leave it at where it is because in the end no one actually cares, only i do. Even my body, i was comparing myself to others all week, as most of us do as performers, we tend to always be looking for that ”dancer body’ or we assume we wont get hired for a job, that’s all rubbish! No one actually really cares about size, they just want to see our talent, but once we believe in ourself truly, they’re not even looking for that. Of course for performers it is casted our looks; that makes it harder for us; to make sure everyone looks good together as a company, but that’s not our issue to worry about and the next job will be round the corner.

Lets take a breath this weekend and forget our everything. Lets just live and eattttt!!!!


I ordered some moreeee clothes yesterday!!! Asos at its finest.

I’m so excited to get wearing these during my rehearsals, the snake-skin print leggings blend in with my skin tone and I’m soooo impressed with the quality of them. I’ve always loved a Bershka running leggings, I’ve had a pair for 2 year and they’ve lasted so long! The quality must be good to last as long as that! So excited to get dancing around in these. Who doesn’t love a print!?

Yes yes yes to black! If you don’t know what to wear, choose black! This is 100% a sexy number, if you are brave enough get this outfit on with some black skinny jeans. This outfit is for a night out to a date night with your loved one/friends. Always nice to change things up. I love a bell sleeve and an off shoulder!


Thank you for ready you crazy fun ladies!

XOXO SAMARA

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Do You Find It Hard To Relax?

When you get some time off work, do you also find it hard to relax? I’ve had 5 weeks off this Christmas (which I am thankful for). I’m currently in between jobs at the moment and I’m finding it very difficult to just chill and put my head back. Do you think it’s the little things we love doing, that make us feel “relaxed”?

Relaxed = Free from tension and anxiety

Zen stones balancing with candles and a Buddha figureI did take up an intensive 7 day job dancing for Helene Fischer (one of the biggest pop stars in Germany), for her Christmas show, going live on the 25th of December on Channel ZDF. The job wasn’t relaxing but it was a fun experience and I was challenged in a style of dancing I haven’t done in years. I’ve done a lot more cooking than I have been doing this year, which I funnily enough find relaxing, especially with some music in the background. Then I found I got anxiety from doing nothing all day, it’s mad! In that tiny mind of mine I wasn’t relaxed, my mind was so use to thinking a million things at once. The feeling of sitting around wasn’t enough for my head. I don’t think I’m the only one who loves to be proactive, maybe the idea of doing house chores without rushing about is also relaxing. This week I’ve still managed to somehow to get myself into a little routine as in; getting up to make breakfast then relaxing and watching some christmas movies, I would then write some ideas for my blog, then I would slowly get up and do some yoga and maybe a strengthening video after with some dancing stretches to keep supple for my next job, finally I get out and wander around. You get the idea!

1A29D984-9EAF-421C-B50A-5F2D5A84C8BEI’m currently in German this Christmas season. I’m spending quality time with my love, which I can’t moan about! Sometimes we don’t get time to see the people we love enough, so doing what ever we can in our spare time to see our loved ones is alway nice.  It’s actually a really nice feeling. Not everyone has enough holidays and free time, so its trying to find the right balance to get your mind into that relaxing state. Germany is sooooo chilled and beautiful, so I shouldn’t complain about having nothing to do, but I did live here for a year and a half, so I know my way about. I do feel at home in Germany and I do love my local coffee shops which get me out. It’s perfect for me to write in different environments as It gets my brain waving and thinking about other things. For me getting some oxygen and fresh air gives me that amazing feeling too, if I don’t get out for at least an hour a day I don’t feel content, I feel agitated. It’s such a weird feeling and maybe I’m not alone with this.

I find doing exercises in my spare time also relaxing and it burns enough energy for me to actually relax my body. I feel like I should of tried to meditate at least 3 times a week and channel my focuses on all the amazing stuff that has gone on over the past year and accept all the amazing things to come. I don’t really walk around in parks in the winter, maybe I should grab my partner and go for a walk this christmas, and just enjoy the local amazing German parks in the winter. I do love a walk in a park but mostly in the summer. I did it for a whole year when I was living in Germany. OMGOSH, I forget my daily commute and how beautiful nature was to pass by. I took that for granted in London, I defiantly didn’t have any amazing parks on my commute to work, I had the underground. Now talking about London, I do feel very relaxed here on my break in Germany and I’m so happy I found the time open up my personal blogging website, it was the best idea this Christmas break and I am thankful.

What are you thankful for today?


Samara’s Monki Haul Christmas Online Shop

I’ve been a huge fan of Monki for years, and this year I feel like I have abandoned the brand. So I had a little browse this week and got some early sale items.

E506F841-759D-43F5-805C-1CF6B97B8854I’ve always wanted these eyelet detail jeans, the material is so thick. This vintage colour can never go wrong, I can put any type of top or jumper on with it. I love the lace on the side, it’s so this season!

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I’m Obessed with pink, I use to have this obsession with pink clothes and jumpers, so I’ve added a new one now. Again sticking to that vintage style, loose fit. Pure SASS.

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Tapered silk, high waisted with a loose fit. WOW, all my items today seem to be in a vinatge style.I only seem to wear high-waisted, I can’t deal with low waist jeans/trousers, as it just doesn’t suit my body. It’s always good to know what clothes suit your shape.

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Shiny classic top to go with all my snazzy pants and jeans, I’m going to wear this top on Christmas Day I think. It’s so cozy and snug, stretchy material! Perfect, because I will be eating everything the next few days!


 I hope you loved my discussion today, and my clothes haul!! Thank you for reading.

Samara xoxo

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Two More Weeks of 2017

It’s Monday Beautiful’s, lets get this week rolling. Do a little stretch out of bed, polly says ‘put the kettle on’ and get that coffee. OMGOSH. Play the Shark Tale album on Spotify, if you have Spotify; I’m sure it’s on YouTube; dance around and be present.

Sending you all the HAPPINESS!

XOXO SAMARA XOXO

Do What YOU Want To Do

“I LIKE THE WAY SHE MOVES, DEH DUN DUN”

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I was rolling about all night urging to get up and to get writing, I haven’t had this alive feeling in a very long time. I really want you sexy women out there to do something you’ve always wanted to do. I’ve been wanting to write for about 6 months now, I was researching into what to do and all the best solutions was to just write, easy right. The only advice out there is, JUST DO IT! (So Nike)

Do you had any interests you’ve been wanting to do or a hobby that you’ve always wanted to start? I.e skating (yes i skate), drawing, studying yoga or just practising, writing a book. There’s so many fascinating things to do in the world. I’m sure you have something in the back of that amazing brain of yours, 100%. Well today could be the day, why don’t you do some reasearch or go book a class, just find some time, get up and as I said earlier, “DO IT”. Even if you’re doing a yoga class on YouTube (FYI they are the best).

I get this feeling of euphoria and I feel so content doing something so simple but yet so adventurous. I bet you’ll start to feel this feeling of worth and choosing what you really want to do is your calling in life, Oh gosh, I’m getting all deep and dramatic. New things are exciting! Remember when you was young and you found so much things to do before all the social media crap came into business. Now we can use the new “2017” social excitement to infuse in stuff we loved to do when we was growing up! How exciting is that? “It is what it is”, I say.

“I FEEEEEEL GOOD, DEH NUR NEH NUR NEH NUR NEH NEH!”

I have some cute work out and yoga wear I would love to share with you today.

I love a matching set and Fabletics always seem to just “DO IT” right, I tend to like blacks and Nudy pinks, but blacks make you look slimmer apparently. As a dancer we all tend to wear a lot of black clothing, also you can totes wear these in the day if you’re in a comfy mood with some converses or trainers, just throw a jumper over the top. You can find these items on Fabletic.com


ADIDAS

MY FAVOURITE SPORTS BRANDDDDDD!! You can feel my excitement right.

  1. We have the Adidas Originals black and white print. This outfit can be worn at the gym or to adance class. So funky!
  2. We’ve got the classy culottes pants, the material of these are so sung, you can wear it outdoors, indoors or just to go shopping.  Such a chill out outfit right.
  3. The classic Adidas shorts and jumper duo. You can mix and match these items with any day wear. I love working out in shorts, I just feel free as I get so hot in the gym and I can’t stand feeling clostaphobic
  4. We have Samara’s everyday rehearsal style outfit choice, which is the classic running shorts and a snazzy cropped top. Ready for any sort of sporty class.

You can find all these items on ASOS, have a browse lovelies.


There you have it, feel motivated in a snazzy urban or classy sports outfit to motivate you in everything you do. We don’t have to be stuck in jeans or a suit everyday. We can switch it up because we are fabulous stylish women. It’s soooooo easy! Get exploring.

“You are capable of anything you put your mind too”

XOXO SAMARA

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Christmas Feels

CHRISTMASSSSSSSSS!

We all love the white, cold and light Christmas happiness. This is the time we all wake up feeling it, BRRRRR!

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So lets buy some some cosy indoor fluffy socks and lets get the COZY pjs out.

Get your best friend or your lover and get out the mulled wine. I personally love mulled wine and amaretto, you have to try it.

Get up and go to any Christmas markets (Winter wonderland) , or travel via Germany you will be in awe as they have the best Christmas markets in every city. We love to eat, lets admit it, German sausages go down a treat with some chips, oh and yes chocolate covered apples, bananas and churros with Nutella!! I’m making you hungry, i know it.

Go and read a book in coffee shops, it keeps you warm and gets you out. Totally the season to read more as well.

Go for walks in the snow, in locals forests or parks. So beautiful.

I always wondered why people say their mood changes like the weather because they still on the high from summer/autumn. But really its all in our mind. Embrace and feel it, or invest in a mini fireplace and make this season your favourite. It gives you chances to go ice skating and to go on walks in towns and see all the Christmas lights. Summer doesn’t bring that.

Ohhhhhh! I’m going to focus more on the online shopping websites in most of my blogs and ASOS is perfect as I’m always travelling, their website is soooo easy to use as it’s full of all my favourite shops.


Here’s a few items to mix up your wardrobe and fix your personality this winter!

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ASOS Frill Cuff Long Sleeves

Add on sleeves which is a fabulous accessorie to summer bandeau tops.

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ASOS Chubby Vintage Faux Fur Coat

VINATGEEEEEEEE, A cropped fur jacket is always necessary in your wardrobe, the lighter the colours of the jacket the more they suit everyday wear. Pink and grey is the one.

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Religion Long line Coat In Cow Print Faux Fur

This is a statement brave cow print long line coat to add some edge to your collection.

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Only Leather Look Skinny Jeans

A lovely coated skinny jean is just what you need in winter, throw on with basic T-shirts or dress it up with heels.

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TTYA Black Bonded Velvet Sweetheart Bandeau Maxi Dress With Thigh Split

A glam dress for any Christmas bouji events you have coming up, Christmas or New Year’s.

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ASOS LOUNGE Velvet Velour Off Shoulder Sweat

Lounge wear is so comfy, in doors and sometimes out doors or you can wear to bed. You decide!

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Club L Allover Embellished Detail Mini Dress

A sparkle number always is the one on nights out!! Girl put the fur on top and you are ready!


P.S Get up and do something today, Smile and give someone a compliment. Go on, don’t be shy! Be the best you can be.

XOXO SAMARA

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