Crystals, New People and Spontaneous Shopping Trips

I’ve been trying find a lot of me time recently and it hasn’t been the easiest when you are at work 9 hours for 6 days a week. I feel slightly suffocated when i am around the same people 24/7, it can be hard to be patient with different people, as we are all trying to get to know each other still. I am only 2 months in and it is hard to let people in bit by bit when you have to spend the next 16 months together. It’s always natural to make a closer bond with a couple of people, as its human. I think it’s important to stick to those natural connections and surround yourself with those people who you feel closer with because they will keep you smiling. I also think it’s important to keep that effort with the rest of your employees because it is polite and it should really not affect your own energy.

I learnt that i need to make sure i do a couple of things a week that keep me in track with myself, even if its spread out and i go for that coffee date or cinema trip to just forget about work and zone out. I realised i really neeeed this! We all do, just find that calm in all of the drama and crazy life. Ah, i read about actually relaxing in the shower, so we rush and make getting ready just a casual routine and it’s always rushed for us to get out of the house. Really try to make sure you make enough time to enjoy your shower and get ready, with some music in the background, feeling the water against your skin. Showering should be therapeutic, make it part of the day where you just you can’t wait to shower or bathe. Make it a breather for you to wake yourself up or to wind you down after a long day. Showering should be one of your favourite times of the day!

img_1006I bought a rose quartz crystal and a dream catcher last week sunday. The rose quartz represents unconditional love and self-love, so I’m trying to really work on self-love this year by just really appreciating who i am and realising that i am beautiful and sexy. I mean I found it very strange to even write that down. So, women there is always a start, get that pen and paper and write it down. See how you feel, say it aloud and see how you feel. We have to work on actually feeling it without becoming arrogant, but single ladies once you embrace that beauty you will find your match. Surprisingly it all goes down hill again when you get into relationships because you want to just impress your partner naturally and be that sexy lady, but that is all in your head. Your man is with you because you are sexy and beautiful, embrace it with your partner. Walk around him with a smile and shake that booty whilst you walk, he will always be happy if you are, End of!

I was browsing around the shops with my friend and decided to just buy clothes to go out that night; this is not the first time I’ve just bought clothes there and then and changed in the changing rooms for the night, we was in decent clothes but we wanted something to wear straight away to hit the bars. Please tell me, we are not the only ones who have done this? So we got some bottles and then went back to hers to get ready and then we didn’t even leave the house!!! Hilarious, we just sat there drinking and chatting to her house mate. It was so perfect, with our favourite tunes in the background. So women, always go with the flow because now i have a spare sexy outfit ready for a cheeky night out. I feel like when travelling this is going to be a regular thing, Woopsy!

We need to get out more often. Be free.



My Life Is Theatre

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One of the safest places to be in the world is the stage – Frank Langella 

Last week was so challenging for my colleagues and myself. I had to really try to not let unhappy people around me affect my own happy bubble. When doing a new project we always tend to find the faults in the good things we manage to complete and keep telling ourself that we aren’t good enough yet because we just want to do our best. We always want the best results straight away, especially as a performer i think our directors and creatives always expect to see the best of best results right away otherwise they can’t see their own work, that’s why it’s a little tricky for dancers as we have to make sure once we have learnt something, we then have to remember it and do it right away after being taught. I think our creatives do know it will take us time but most performers end up constantly trying to impress them instead of believing that their 100% is enough. Eventually we all tend to put ourselves down when we seem to just mess the little things up, which is natural. I feel we shouldn’t get so wound up about it because in the end the show will open and we will all be amazing, everything always falls into place if you have given your full commitment. When you know you are working hard enough and doing what you need to do best, then everything is going to be okay. So what if you get given notes or feedback, you need it! It will help you to be better. Try to look at how other amazing people around you work and try to take little things from them that you love and put it into your practice, we all learn from talented people, because these are the people who motivate us. I’m working with kids at the moment and their enthusiasm is insane, these kids are little ninjas and sometimes i think they can handle situation 10 times better than we do because they are happy with what they are doing. They are an inspiration to watch, they just go for it without any thinking or stress. Kids will always live in the moment.

I feel like all we need is an extra day of work to get some head space. Go and watch some theatre and tell me if you enjoyed it. Performers always tend to want to move and emotionally connect with out audiences and without an audience we don’t get to do what we do best. I watched ‘Five Guys Named Moe‘ last week with a few of my friends in it, and i just couldn’t stop singing, laughing and dancing all night, if you want a good night out with a couple of friends, this is the show to go for. I had two-day weekend for the first time and i watched ‘Harry Potter And The Cursed Child‘, it was insaneeee! The play takes you to another place you have never felt before; with constant awe and amazement; it was like I wasn’t watching a play but i was in fact watching a film live in action because it was so graphic. Please find some time and a friend to go watch this show, its indescribable. Harry Potter is a two-part show, so do expect a long but worth it day or you can just watch the first and second part different days. Your choice! So when you find that extra day off work, instead of doing those annoying house chores, get out and go and watch a show in the West end! I have to promote what i do because i don’t put in this much hard work in for no reason.

All about feeling cosy and making trips to the theatre, try the Monki new in collection!

Here’s some of my faves
Green Sporty Classic Pants – £25
Cropped Knit Sweater – £25
Flowy Flare Trousers High Waisted – £30
Soft Cosy Jumpsuit – £35

Thank you for reading! I hope you book a show asap. Haha

XOXO Samara

Don’t Let Others Defeat You

No one can defeat you or me!!

Being free and going with your natural instincts is so beautiful to feel. No one knows you as much as you know yourself. If someone doesn’t understand you, they still need to respect you, and the same as to you as-well, if you don’t understand someone’s ways, you should still respect that person. Everyone has their own story, but I will never agree with someone purposely disrespecting or talking down to someone. It’s not on! I would love for you all to speak up and voice your opinion at some point, so if you see someone within your workspace being treated unequally, please speak up or take note. Yes, Make sure you haven’t been the person who is victimising others. I know we’re not all perfect, but being happy and confident is perfect in my eyes.

Let’s give compliments and lift each other. We are always told we are not doing things right, but I think some people may forget to notice or compliment the great things you have achieved. Who says you can’t give yourself compliments, it’s better from your inner self then a stranger, Let’s be honest.

Love and kisses. It’s been a hard week but inspirational week.


Peaceful Evenings Are Amazing And Always Should Be


I’ve got the mood lighting on and the ‘Calm Vibes’ playlist on from Spotify playing. I love Spotify, it just has every genre of music i love. Music cures my heart! I’m sure it cures yours as well, i would 100% recommend Spotify if you don’t have it already. After a long but short day at work (week 2), I’ve now manage to eat; do some extra work bits at home; and now its time to settle the mind. I think its important in the evenings to clear any bad or negative energies that passed your way. Remind yourself It’s not worth it focusing your energies on the wrong thing. Will you care 5 months later? eh NO! I forget sometimes a long bath or shower; as soon as you get in; with music and candles can really calm/wind you down for the rest evening. I’ve still got a lush bath bomb i got as a gift from a lovely friend this christmas to use, so i think its smart this weekend to try one out for the first time. They look amazing, but i do find that lush fragrances are a little too strong for me. I prefer a warm, soft, vanilla fresh and camomile fragrances. They do say taking a bath does pull you out of the world and gives you that personal space you always try to catch from our hectic lives. So try bathing more often, i do prefer showers but I’m going to try bathing more. Get those candles burning, they naturally represent life and if you actually watch a candle it shows you how simple life works and how calm we can just be. But still powerful to touch.


Thousand Of Candles Can Be Lighted From A Single Candle, And The Life Of The Candle Will Not Be Shortened. Happiness Never Decreases By Being Shared – Buddha


img_0131I love to read and i would always recommend people to find styles of books that suit them or would make them want to read more. I’ve just received this book from a friend called ‘How To Be Calm’ by Anna Barnes. It’s full of colourful, bright and warm pages that instantly make smile. The book is full of fun quotes and ideas about keeping yourself calm and letting go of your anxiety. Most of the ideas you probably know already, but a reminder is always helpful. Some of her suggestions relate to normal things we do in the day, but I didn’t really realise little things we naturally do can actually be so calming and relaxing. At times i like to read motivational books but i do find it gets my brain thinking too much when i want to wind down so this book is perfect. I love thriller and romance books as-well, i might pick up a fashion book next week actually! Switch it up.

Anna Barnes has a collection of beautiful quick mind reads, pick one up or purchase online when you have time.



Thank you for reading. My blog this evening is a little different, i’m going to be posting about things I’m doing from day to day, and documenting my year in 2018.  I’m excited about sharing my life with you this year. Stay posted.



Lets Live 2018

Is it just me or do you all who write blogs or love reading blogs, love drinking tea whilst doing so? Maybe wine.


Bringing new-ness into 2018. I really want to try/do new things in my spare time. I want to keep my energies running free with all the amazing things there are in life. I think going on tour next year will give me the opportunity to change things up and go with the flow. I want to be able to make sure i tell myself everyday that i am capable of all the tasks i take on, and i think you sexy women are too. We can do this, we can make next year the best year we want it to be. I know everyone says, “why does it take New Years for people to change their ways”, no, we will continue to be the amazing women we are but we are going to add extra amazing assets to our life and personality. I just want to smileeeeeee everyday! Which is impossible. Nothing is impossible, but life is not easy. If life was easy, we will have everything we needed and be lazy as hell!

Make sure you bring that full you into 2018, lets not hold back on thoughts and feelings. Let embrace every situation and be in control of how we react to these situations. Staying calm when you think a storm is about to blow. When you stay calm in stressful situations, you win! Be in control of yourself, there is actually no reason why we should not. No one can control us, right!

Shall we try and be nicer to the people around us and start giving off nice gestures as much as possible. It doesn’t just bring positivity to you but it makes you a stronger/beautiful women. Lets just be excited about the amazing person that we are all going to be next year! Lets dress up everyday and show them how we run our own catwalk, we have our own runway and we are going to run that walk. Yes yes yes! I’m feeling so inspired and i love that feeling. We don’t just have that simple career, simple love and simple family. We are not simple. Please try and travel as much as you can next year and do the biggest thing you’ve ever wanted to do, save up and do it!

Can we just eat, and live how we want to live. Lets not stress this year about how we look because i think this year really set me high on emotions from all those fake instagram post. It’s crazy, we don’t all have to look social media acceptable. It’s all rubbish. You in that mirror is acceptable. I’m going to eat and drink what i love, but in moderations. I’m going work out 3 times a week and chill the hell out! We can’t spend years of our life missing out on that cake we wanted! I’m currently laughing at my own joke. Laugh more.

We Like To Party !!

Lets smile, one more day left of 2017!

Samara XOXO

I’m Leaving You Behind In 2017!

5A30AC5C-352B-4FED-BF28-1152CD3F0FDD.pngA few things i’m going to be leaving behind in 2017 and starting my new year fresh.

I’m going to be getting rid of those toxic people. When you realise all your friends that want to be in your life are still in your life. We don’t need to keep everyone we have met this year along with us to 2018, there is no need. Of course, if they message or call me i will be nice and catch up, but you know the people that bring you happiness and positivity, the people who make you smile and bring that amazing side out of you. I love the people who i feel 100% comfortable around, who you can be yourself around without feeling that you are being judge. We are not silly, we do know from our instinct and we should make sure we keep ourselves happy from within and when we are with the people we love, that is always possible. I hate when i feel negative energy from people, maybe its me, maybe they had a bad day, but i feel like i shouldn’t be treated unfairly when I’m bringing smiles and compliments their way. But they do not have to like me, i just hate being spoken/treated like rubbish.

Letting go of stressing about the future and things i can’t control. I love to stress about the next step, but really every time i have, there has be no need to. All the outcomes have been amazing. I admire those women i see who stay calm in crazy situations, and women who have that i don’t care attitude. I mean, i love the passionate and spiritual women out there but i need to find a calm way of dealing with things, find that “zen” spirit as they say. So next year I’m really going to focus on not stressing about the things I’m not in control of or the things that i cant change right this minute. I’m really not good at starting new things. I start my new job in January and I’m already having anxiety about leaving germany for the 100th time. Im going to be travelling around Europe for 18 months and I’m going to be leaving my love behind, its not easy. I stress about things that i just don’t know how its going to turn out; but i will never know until i start; like i did this year, but in the end i know i will have an amazing time!

One more thing I’m leaving behind this year is some of my clothes that i just need to get rid off. Before i start my tour I’m going to get rid of all the old clothes that i keep because i did like them and the clothes that i think i might need. To be honest, the clothes i haven’t touched the whole year, i doubt i’m going to wear it next year. I can’t bring my whole wardrobe with me, so I’m going to just bring all my favourite outfits and workout clothes and sadly leave the rest behind. It’s so hard packing for 18 months, but there is always shops and online shopping everywhere you go. I’m sure i’ll be fine. Less is better i say, the more i can buy!!

Here are some items I purchased on Asos last night!!

Vinyl coat and vinyl trousers, i just browsed through a few vinyl items and now i am obsessed, i love the look of vinly as it is so chic and vintage. Giving you that edge and high street look, yet you can totally dress it up with a glam dress or a pair of heels. It’s just soooo different.

Bringing in some bright and fun colours into my wardrobe with some beautiful textures. The Silk pink tracksuit flare pants are sooooooo cool, I’m obsessed with them already and i can’t wait to get wearing them. The beautiful yellow scarf dress is beautiful, i will be wearing this dress at all hours of the day, a casual shopping day out to getting some cocktails! Heels and trainers, are we bothered!

Well, I’m sure your going to keep some amazing things with you this year, and i will be posting about the stuff i will be keeping tomorrow. Thank you for reading. Stay glowing!

XOXO Samara