Day To Day Thinking

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Train delays. You’ve been annoying.

TfL have been awful this week and the funny thing is, we can’t doing anything about it. We just have to accept that we will be late for work but i can always see the stress in everyone’s faces. Everyone who was on my tube is most likely to be late as-well, so technically we are never alone. I’m so happy I had 9 hours sleep some nights, also my body is dying from head to toe from the amazing routines I’ve learnt for the show this week. I always know when I can’t sit on the toilet seat with out holding on to something that i have worked hard. It’s been an intense week for me with rehearsals, I’ve been wearing my sports wear all week! Yesterday my anxiety was really high and when it is i always want to blame it on the contraceptive pill; that plays with our hormones; because we shouldn’t really be putting that into our bodies but we all do anyway, Ha! It’s so not good for our hormones (slight breakdown). I realised i just needed more food and more rest because my body needed fuel to keep me strong whilst working out more than it’s used to. So always remember that when you get emotional make sure you eat a massive meal, have some tea and sleep!!!! Please beauty queens, before you have a BREAKDOWN. Diva in the house.

I hate when i stress about little things in advance before the event has even happened or trying to work out a situation that isn’t even there. Why am i making up the worst scenario/Hollywood movie in my head, when nothing has even happened yet. I’m always planning on the worst stuff to happen. Why do i care so much, when nothing has even happened? I seem we all can tend to just make up situations in our head when that wasn’t exactly what happened, we over analyse every step and moment! I need to just leave it at where it is because in the end no one actually cares, only i do. Even my body, i was comparing myself to others all week, as most of us do as performers, we tend to always be looking for that ”dancer body’ or we assume we wont get hired for a job, that’s all rubbish! No one actually really cares about size, they just want to see our talent, but once we believe in ourself truly, they’re not even looking for that. Of course for performers it is casted our looks; that makes it harder for us; to make sure everyone looks good together as a company, but that’s not our issue to worry about and the next job will be round the corner.

Lets take a breath this weekend and forget our everything. Lets just live and eattttt!!!!


I ordered some moreeee clothes yesterday!!! Asos at its finest.

I’m so excited to get wearing these during my rehearsals, the snake-skin print leggings blend in with my skin tone and I’m soooo impressed with the quality of them. I’ve always loved a Bershka running leggings, I’ve had a pair for 2 year and they’ve lasted so long! The quality must be good to last as long as that! So excited to get dancing around in these. Who doesn’t love a print!?

Yes yes yes to black! If you don’t know what to wear, choose black! This is 100% a sexy number, if you are brave enough get this outfit on with some black skinny jeans. This outfit is for a night out to a date night with your loved one/friends. Always nice to change things up. I love a bell sleeve and an off shoulder!


Thank you for ready you crazy fun ladies!

XOXO SAMARA

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I Went Amsterdam For Christmas

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Last minute choices are the best. I love to book spontaneous and last minute trips with my love when we get the chance. After filling my belly up with an exciting food choice of steak for Christmas and spending time in germany with the second family we decided to book a Christmas trip to Amsterdam. We literally got home with a glass of wine and got online and booked train tickets and the hotel in half an hour. We had about 1 hour to pack for our 2 night trip away!! It was the best decision and I had the best time, we got on the train at 8pm and then 3 hours later we was there. Look how easy life can be. We got all dressed up and hit the town to dance off the Christmas food at my favourite live jazz club (Sugar Factory).

Any chance you have, try to save up a little cash or put some extra last travelling money aside and book that random crazy trip that you’ve always been thinking about. Grab someone fun and have the time of your life. Dance on the streets when you can and laugh all day. Dancing and laughing is a sign of healing. So get out there and be free, the feeling of freedom is the best feeling i have ever experienced. Maybe you are not a travelling person, but you never know until you try it. The feeling of last minute decisions is insane, but just go with the flow and let your mind be free

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I watched The Helene Fischer show on Christmas Day in Amsterdam on ZDF, and i am was overwhelmed with how amazing hard work pays off. I am so privalidge that i had the chance to dance behind such a wonderful and strong women. If you have a spare minute, please check this video footage on YouTube of one of the numbers i did in the show starring Vanessa Mai:  https://youtu.be/FKFwYq08FwE!

Top moment in 2017!


 

I packed my monki outfits that i showed you in my previous post, here’s me in the monki vinatge jumper and in cross eyelet jeans.

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Be wild And Free!

Thank you for reading, Love Samara

xoxo

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